Dean and me, too. CASTIEL Billie knows he's wrong. Actor, Misha Collins, has since been. My strong bronze hammer, oh how you changed my life.My brittle little diamond, how I wish to be your wife.My priceless little gem, your words spoken like gospel.A voice so enchanting, yet so stern and hostile. For 12 years, it seemed like longing glances andalmost-love confessions would be the extent of the onscreen pairing until the Season 15 episode, "Despair." He tells Dean he knows Dean sees himself as his enemies do -- driven by hate and anger. Dean looks around. "Like much of the audience, somehow, I didn't think that such a, frankly, butch, heteronormative show on a broadcast network would have a character's ending be what my character's ending was," he explained. She turns. This is NOT a John-friendly fic, at all. SAM BILLIE Sam struggles to hold back his grief, and decides they should get everyone being targeted and take them to a safe warded place. The coughing catches him off guard. Dean looks unsure. The Empty? Castiel doesn't even have close to that facial expression when he tells Dean that he thinks of him as dead to him. The Empty is pissed. But Cas knows Dean always acts out of love and selflessness. He tells Dean he is the most loving and selfless person he ever knew. How're you feeling? But seeing you here has reminded me of something. She tells him it isn't her, asserting that it must be Chuck. Listen, if Jack takes out God and Amara, it'll create a power vacuum that Billie will fill. Sam receives a call from Bobby, who was on a case with one of the Apocalypse World hunters who disappeared. Death and me need a word. We don't care about you because you're useful or you fit into some grand design. BILLIE aka, Dean and Cas are pulled out of their world seconds before the Empty takes Cas, seconds after his confession. My only worry is the lav situation. Sam nods. during filming. DEAN and CASTIEL follow close behind. Castiel's Confession: Script vs Scene Comparison (15x18) bvckystjames 790 subscribers Subscribe 708 Share 20K views 2 years ago Still beautiful. Cut back to Sam. Garth meets Cas because as far as I know he didn't in canon and that's a crime! BILLIE Dean arrives, jabbing the blunt end of the scythe into the wound in Billie's shoulder. The phone goes to voicemail. You know, I gotta dig through the archives and work on finding spells. Some run. BILLIE (to the reaper, determined now) The plan has changed. CASTIEL Cut back to Death's library, where Dean still has Billie pinned by the scythe. We met a few months ago. He drops to the floor, clutching his chest, crying out in pain. Billie stalks slowly forward as Dean, followed by Cas, make a break for it down the aisle. After his parole in 2006 Dr. Talarico Brian Works for North Bay Regional Health Centre, and elsewhere, despite his background, and numerous complaints against him of abuse, fraud, negligence, and imprisonment. Sam's phone rings. BILLIE Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use.This research video was made for educational purposes and I am not profiting off of it in any way. he has a sexual preference for younger boys, feeds them antipsychotics, and fondles children were now dealing with childhood trauma, and were sick and tired of the injustice. Not too runny, not too dry. Dean uses some actual words and (tries to) deal with feelings, Castiel and Dean Winchester Holding Hands, What about all this is real? Plus, Castiel's statement has already been widely viewed as too little, too late. (tearfully) I was ready to die, and I wanted to. The slow pounding continues periodically throughout Castiel and Dean's conversation. Dean watches in shock as the portal to The Empty closes, and he's left alone, panting, stunned. An anonymous crew member posted photos of the script confirming it read "Dean can't reciprocate." Bobby looks around, finally asks what he's really worried about. BILLIE You fought for this whole world for love. Sam nods to Charlie, grateful, then nods to Dean with urgent determination. "When Bob Berens, who was a producer on the show and the writer of the episode in which my character dies, proposed this ending where my character confesses his love for Dean, who's one of the two main characters, I was like, 'Oh, we can do that? Remember when you stabbed me in the back? Dean and Sam exchange looks. (on the phone) Yeah, I understand. You're my family. Donna nods back and exits to the silo. It screams in frustration. Sam enters the map room where Dean, Castiel, and Billie are waiting. Jack shakes in pain then vanishes in a flash of light. (unimpressed) Good thing it can't reach me here. STEVIE is cooking scrambled eggs over a kitchen stove burner. filled with hits like "what does this have to do with--" and "CASS pulls dean. Jack exits to the silo, leaving Donna and Sam to talk. Castiel looks at Dean one last time, smiling, and inhales as the black liquid tendrils of The Empty wrap around him. DEAN (Angrily to Jack, in tears) You did this! ), And I cant eat, cant sleep, cant sit still or fix things and I wake up and I wake up and youre still dead. Dean is losing the battle. I wasn't trying to kill you. Even if there was a placard inside the confessional with the prayers may bring more people in. The Cosmic Entity reappears, and is enraged, telling him he "made it loud." To put down. BILLIE Rojas said (translated from Spanish): "The adaptation came entirely from my director, Adrian Fogarty. She reads it and smiles at what she reads for the ending, which has changed. Billie is playing us. The warding crackles, but holds. There's one thing strong enough to stop her. Jack admits he is scared, and Castiel shares that he is too. You never needed absolution from Sam, or Dean, or from me. Castiel points out that one thing can hurt her -- the Cosmic Entity from the Empty. (sad laugh as a tear rolls down his cheek) You changed me, Dean. Once you defeated God, you were gonna take power. It's you, Dean. REAPER Dean drops the scythe as he falls back. Charlie crosses her arms, frustrated. 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Dean doesn't know how he's gonna do it, but he's gonna do something. (laughs) You're in the wrong place, Dean. Sam brings the book to Billie, drops it on the table and walks away. Not against monsters or Chuck--Jack is God now--but against his grief. It's difficult to ignore the ship's validity when Castiel and Dean frequently send each other longing stares that linger far too long to be platonic and exchange deep emotional confessions. Cut to a suburban street outside of EILEEN'S HOUSE. Their faces are inches apart as Dean whispers, You love me?. I don't know why I'm even here. She dodges but not quickly enough; the blade hits her in the left shoulder. Alright, man, we gotta move fast. We all loved it.". I have to die. Billie enters the room. When people close to the Winchesters begin disappearing. Away from screens, John can often be found in a park reading mystery and/or fantasy novels, jumping up and down at various music events, or thinking too deeply about Keanu Reeves' career and why Edgar Wright doesn't have an Oscar. See for yourself. Sam hangs up again, concerned, thoughtful, fearing the worst. Because you cared, I cared. Also, my hatred of John Winchester and the shit he put the boys through. That's good, okay, but it won't last forever. SAM Cas, wait, Dean says quietly. In a move that shocked the fan base to its core, Castiel sacrifices himself for Dean (and the world) by confessing his love for the eldest Winchester brother and sealing his fate with the Empty. She smiles sadly to see them. CHARLIE A hoarse scream tears itself out of his throat. He hits the floor beneath the portal. In an emotional one-sided admission, Castiel . He swings it at Billie. It's over. She looks around, and Castiel enters from another row, an angel blade in his hand. I gotta tell you something, man.. To somehow. She moves towards him and he brings both hands to his neck, gasping in pain as her grip tightens. Jack screams, then explodes in a burst of yellow light. Misha's poetry book became a New York Times bestseller. Dean's look hardens again. Bobby's inside with his crew. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. I don't care about your family. I saw nothing. Charlie vanishes before Sam can answer. Surprised, he pulls his hand away. But it was an offhand thing, a throwaway line. As Chuck and Amara join together, a tear rolls down Amara's cheek. We have to get everyone to safety. DEAN The man looks staggering alike a certain angel and is on the run. Cut back to Jack and Sam who look at each other, near tears at the possibility. She makes Jack disappear from his chair, where Jack finds himself in the Empty, in front of the Cosmic Entity, who is seated in front of him in the form of Meg. But that doesn't make sense, right? Sam picks up God's book and tries to open it again. Quote: But still beautiful. Charlie calls Sam and Dean who along with Jack and Castiel travel to see her. Bobby nods solemnly. Put out some calls to the other hunters: Garth, Jody and the girls. SAM She address Dean again. Cass memories, sights and sounds, feelings, emotions, silent prayers offered up in the dead of night, flowed through his mind. BILLIE But he can't help being defensive, so he's going to have to come out with (hah, well about that) He'll just have to do what he definitely knows how to do. Some smile, relieved. They ward the silo by painting sigils all over the inside. In fact, many CW offerings have been particularly called out for it. (through the phone) Hey. SPENCER He loves him. SAM This wasn't the first time Castiel gave his life for the cause. The Empty is strong. Wh How are they like this?! That is who you are. (she stands now, growing angry) I said I wasn't gonna do this again. While Castiel is pouring his heart out, Dean is just standing there in shock and most notably, he doesn't say "I love you" back. There are tears in Dean's eyes as he turns back to Castiel. Dean and Sam are telling Charlie of Death's plan and speculating that she has sent Stevie back to Apocalypse World as she wants to out everything back in order. What he DIDN'T expect was for it to be, or become, anything other than a fantasy, for a day. EILEEN: Hey Sam <3 What's up? It still won't open for him. Call it off. For 15 seasons, Supernatural has told the story of Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles) and his brother Sam (Jared Padalecki). Charlie turns to Sam, panicked. Again a job.Again a motel.Again alone in a shabby room. SAM If he's alive, he won't last long. Said all those things, and then he died, leaving Dean alone. BILLIE DEAN Cut back to the Bunker. So, what, is she just some collateral damage to you? Before that, he had articles published across a number of different outlets. He thinks he knows what this is. The EMP is negative. A graduate of the University of London, John was raised on a small island by television and movies. Jack is pulled towards it. Billie, smiling, follows leisurely forward. Castiel barely finished uttering the words before he was dead. Before Sam and Jack's eyes, Donna vanishes, too. You are everything I lived to set right. COSMIC ENTITY Deal. DEAN We need a location, somewhere central to everyone. Sam finishes reading the spell and the warding glows red before fading. Why have I been eating rubbery trash eggs all my life?! Billie clutches at the injury to her shoulder and vanishes. Now, we couldn't make Chuck pay, but Billie? Billie tells them that the Empty is the one place that could absorb the impact, and hints that Jack may have survived. You're "daddy's blunt instrument." During the scene in question, Castiel confesses his love to Dean before sacrificing himself to stop Death. Worried. Even The Empty. DONNA Dean: Chuck saw it coming, all of it, your whole plan!Sam: It was doomed Billie: No, I said taking out Chuck and Amara would be fatal.Castiel: It's a chain reaction. (through the phone) What's the plan when you get here? The scythe drops. Until one night he accidentally crosses paths with a very peculiar stranger. Donna embraces Sam. I guess this is the part where I say, "Hello, Boys.". Mm-hm. DONNA closes the trunk to her truck, a cargo bag over her shoulder. This was previously seen in, When Castiel says that Dean sees himself as "Daddy's blunt instrument", it is a quote of the words Dean says to himself when he visited his own subconscious in, Castiel's end speech also bears some similarity to the confrontation between him and Dean in, Before Castiel dies, he leaves a bloody handprint on Dean's shoulder, mirroring the, As Castiel is taken by the Empty, the black tendrils briefly bear a visual symmetry to Castiel first unfurling his, Following Castiel telling Dean "I love you," #, In September 2021, when the episode aired in Italy, the Italian dub of this episode had Castiel uses the phrase "Ti voglio bene" which is used for someone you are fond of, rather than "Ti amo" which is used for someone you are in a romantic love with. In spite of the conflicting statements - and even ignoring the script leaks - the delivery of Castiel's Supernatural confession and Misha Collins' own opinions suggest that, yes, Castiel's love for Dean Winchester was the butterflies-in-the-stomach kind. They get to their feet quickly as Billie watches, menacing. Dean enters in a rush, followed closely by Castiel. The concept has been a divisive one among the show's fandom, with just as many disputing the validity of Destiel as backing it. Supernatural: Is Castiel Really Dead? Blood smeared on his jaw, the perfect impression of the angels hand. And she's gonna kill you, and then she's gonna kill me. He doesn't receive an answer from her. The screen is cracked. She drops God's book. Jack, Dean, and Castiel follow him out of the car a moment later. !Supernatural series finale. In the Empty, Jack is alive. It attacks Jack, but he is transported back to the Bunker. Bobby sent me to back her up on a djinn case. And it's a goodbye and that's not good enough. Dean slides the bottle to Sam, who catches it, opens the bottle, and pours himself a drink. Billie sets her scythe against the map table and holds out her hand. Dean didnt do so well with the whole Were Gonna Die, Cass confession, Panic Mode, Cas is Gone debacle. Billie chokes Castiel with her hand now, baring her teeth as he shoves him against a wall, then up it, off his feet. DEAN Charlie takes a bite of egg and is shocked. He leans over Jack's open window. CASTIEL Billie peels back her trench coat. I've got work to do. Sam nods, unable to talk about it yet. Castiel: Something like that.Billie: Well, he better work on his aim.Dean: Thing is, that time, I wasn't trying to kill you.Billie: Hmm. But it's not over yet. He doesnt realize his eyes are closed until Deans lips brush over his. Jack, Donna, and Charlie are among them. Told them getting here was the order from the boss, and they came runnin'. Jack looks around and sees no one but him and Sam left in the room. SAM And I do. He holds his cellphone in his hand. She's telling the truth. CHARLIE Wait, what about Jack? Yo, grab the gun, let's get out of here. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. (tearfully) Everybody's gonna die, Cas. (walking slowly towards the back wall of the room, hopeless) I just led us into another trap, all because I couldn't hurt Chuck. tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits, Due to the incredible support of the community, we've raised US$252,343.98 with an average donation of $32.14, and added 6450 new members this drive. Now whether you like it or not, you're the big man, here. He hangs up in frustration and dials again. To save Dean from certain Death, Castiel realizes what would make him happy "is something I know I can't have. Billie waives her hand and Jack's chair turns around towards her. Rule-breaking. With the plan in full motion, Sam, Dean, Castiel and Jack fight for the good of the common goal. The Empty crashes against Billie, pulling her in along with them. Supernatural October 11, 2020. Jensen would later state at a virtual meet and greet that he did not wish to "over-define" the scene, saying that he was not sure that Castiel as an angel could feel love in the same way as a human, believing the "I love you" could have a multitude of meanings, including "brother in arms.". STEVIE I felt nothing. As they are making plans for a date/hunt Stevie disappears. They just didn't want to overwhelm their friend. Jack leans against the hood, facing away from him. Dean stares at Castiel as he speaks, hearing but not listening to his speech, and his chest feels like it's on fire. Hey, kid. Castiel stills, before he straightens again. Until then, he's more than happy to spend countless hours just talking about them. Recite your sins: Say the sins that you remember. COSMIC ENTITY Okay. Everybody.. Stories are, generally speaking, supposed to end happily. You killed me, Dean. Castiel looked pained. JACK He grabs a chair and helps Jack into it. Listen to the Priest: The priest may read a passage from Holy Scripture, offer a prayer, encouragement, etc. Jack, deep breaths. The door closes behind them. Cas helps him out of the room, through the corridors. In answer to a similar question later in the panel, Misha goes on to say, of Dean's reaction: Originally titled "Despair" which then changed to "The Truth" and then back to "Despair. None have ever accomplished it in such a rapid fashion, however. Cut back to the interior of the apartment. Sam's eyebrows lift. (to Sam) Yeah, Sam. What my true happiness could even look like. Donna understands, clears her throat, moves the topic along. Charlie stands up and looks around, fear mounting. Remember what he was looking for? What did I say about guns at the table? As per the family business, they traversed America, saving people and hunting things. Dean goes flying across the room. She will get through that door. Dean said, looking up at Castiel. BILLIE Come on, Dean. Each kiss takes place in its own alternate, canon-divergent universe (except, of course, the last one, which takes place in ours). SAMHas virtutes conliga, eas integra, eas firma, nos omnes serva. illinois cash assistance calculator, john mitchum author soul of america, how did the 1964 election affect president johnson,